Saturday, October 07, 2006

Last train to where?

I've decided to start doing this again. I have a journal now which I have been writing in occasionally, so I had no need to write here any more and I wasn't going onto the net much. But now I am. And I kind of miss writing on here.

I bought my ticket to Bali yesterday. It's so strange to think it has nearly been a whole year since I was there last. So much has happened to make it seem longer than a year but then again it has flown by because I have been busy. I just literally can't wait. I miss Bali so much. It aches sometimes when I think about being there and instead im sitting on some smelly old train seat or something. John will be there also, I didn't plan that. It worked out that way. It'll be interesting to see what will happen. Where I'll let my heart go. I don't want to be guarded, but I don't want to risk pain.


This might be my favourite Ben Harper song.
Best listening whilst watching a sunny day pass.


Oh no- here comes that sun again.
And (that) means another day without you my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away and head for the door.

We've tried the goodbye so many days.
We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free,
but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away,
but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down
And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away, walk away and head for the door.
You just walk away - walk away - walk away.
You just walk away, walk on, turn and head for the door.

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